Countdown to Obsession

I've been in a very weird mental place the past few days.  I know part of it due to the approaching start of my next productive obsession experiment.  My fear and anxiety about facing my issues around compassion is pretty intense.  Then there's the fact that my job is being redefined (again!) and I have no way of knowing how much work I'll have in May, which once again puts my household income in question.

....but it's mostly the anxiety....

I am committed to compassion. I will do this.

but first I'm going to get a night's sleep.